Muahahha.. Finally we are done! (Although there are still many things to worry behind) I would like to thanks to Mr. Fuad, Mr. Saiful, and Mr. Sufian for their effort. They really helped us so much from setting up till clearing. This event actually have nothing to do with them, but because they was asked to guide us on it. Therefore they tried their best to help us. I really don’t know what I should do to thanks them. Without their help I think I already “pengsan” half way through.
Who else to thanks? Haha.. “Thanks” to Mr. Raja too, for scolding us… I will never ever want to work with him anymore. He wasn’t helping us at all. Shouting and yelling at us who don’t know what to do will only make us giving up to work. From here I conclude that he will not be a good leader (my personal judgement only). Anyway, he yelled at me but I didn’t give up. I tried to give him how he want us to be like (although my tears running down from my eyes). Haih… malunya. However, no one saw it except Poh Yoke.
By the way, Mr. Raja damn ngam cham.. Bugging me and Summer just because we took those cookery and cutleries from windows, café 87 and connexions. Hey.. Where else can we get that if not taking from these places? He is so not supportive. Kek sei yan!!!! We are confused, busy, and stress already, and yet so hard to get what we need. Some more Mr. Fahmi was giving pressure to Mr. Sufian, asking him why the setting outside the connexions was not done yet… So finally who get the blame? Leader for lunch, ME.. Swt.. mou la la kena from Mr. Sufian.
Anyway…. I believe that all these were just a small matter if compare to the real functions in hotels. Not to say this GTC was not real, but because we have so many guidance and people helping us. I am sure these people get the blame more than I do. That’s why I feel so sorry to these 3 person in-charge for KDU Square. I can feel their stress from their face. Not to forget Mr. Jasman. He is the most cham one.. Invited but no people want to bother him. He ate alone, walk alone, and look so lonely. I love you guys. Thanks for the help Sirs.. We appreciate your help!!!
I am still alive… Just tat i did not update my blog.. 
.. Cos this is an English blog, I prefer to express my feelings in chinese.. Because got more feel and more canggih words which could discribe my feelings. Currently nothing much to write about oso actually, just wanted to let my blog update a bit bit.. 
Having holiday now.. Holiday as in “holiday”.. Haha.. filled with assignments.. Haih, just like usual la. No special.. Not special oso. -.- Going JB next week Tuesday, dono wat will happen there. Feel like don wan to go so long.. Cos no cash and oso assignments not done. But promised edi.. Not good if say don wanna go now. See how la, pass it to God..
Today i did nothing at home.. Online do nothing, watch tv for nothing, watch movie in laptop wit parent only consider something productive. They happy. Haha.. Damn wu liao ah.. writting nonsense.. Don un oso don ask me, cos i may not noe and remember wat am i talking about too.
Haih… izzit my fault which cause him don wan to fetch my sis back from work anymore? Why will him change so suddenly? Tats so not him, or maybe actually i dono him at all..
I dono when it happen until my sis told me today tat she did not come back by his car anymore. I wander izzit because of me, tat he don wan to fetch my sis home (maybe he start to hate me). Yes he stop msg-ing me and now he stop fetching my sis too.
I wander how it happen… I guess i make him feel tat he was just a driver. I am so sorry..:( I don mean to do tat but i have no choice on tat day.. I did think on behalf of him, tats y i decided to accompany him and treat him for dinner.. But i noe is still my fault.. I should take tat more seriously. I don’t noe wat else i can say to him anymore..
Anyway, maybe tis kind of ending will be better.. At least he still be with his gf, at least wit the bad side of me he will noe only her will treat him the best… I think..
What had happen to me? I don know.. I feel so strange..
I wish tat i am alone.. I wish tat i can survive all by myself.. But obviously i can’t.. I am tired… Very very tired. I wish i no need to care about anything. I wish i can hav holiday now.. Imediately. I wish tat Christmas come so soon.. I love christmas.. I dono y.. I am not a christian, I am not a catholic either.. But i just love church, I love christmas… Not because of him. Because i love them before i love him .
Looking at my “brother”… he did something tat i not agree wit it. He is avoiding his gf.. he lied, he went out wit other girl (me).. By then i found tat hanging out with him (alone, once.. others is wit my sis together), not only punishing her gf, and it punishing me too. If u believe in karma, maybe u will think tat, my ex-bf treat me tat way, and now i am the person who cause my “brother” treat her tat way. So, maybe some day, she will cause some other guy treat his gf tat way.. (not really understand wat am i talking about)….
Anyway.. Y am i feel tat it was punishing myself too? Because… it reminds me wat he have done. The scene of him telling lie, the scene of him ignoring me… they replayed in my mind..until the end.. Duh.. Tats a long ago story.. Who dono? Everyone noe.. Of cause i noe too. But i don think i already overcome tis. Whenever i heard my “brother’s” phone ring, i noe it was her. She was looking for him, just like wat i did last time.. And my “brother” was trying his best to lie, to ignore.. just like wat he did last time. Urhh.. I really feel these are killing me.. Especially when i feel tat he treat me better than her. I don feel happy at all.. Because everything he done will just remind me of him….
Wah.. damn long din update my blog.. So many spider web and mushroom grow.. Poor blog. Tis semester was really really stressfull and packed. We have super sien subject, super hard subject, super complicated subject, super ma fan subject, super sleepy subject and many more other super dee duper subs.. lol.
All those subejects are connected with each other, so do the assignments. Feel so ma fan. Feel very very impatient.. 
..Gerr.. Anyway, assignments are still assignments. Still have to be done, still have to go trough the ma fan..
Haih.. need to go clear the spider web liao..and plug some mushroom to cook “dong gu gai giok”.. hehe..
Haiya.. my Sunday just left 7 hours.. Over slept edi. Went back home at 3 am in the morning, then online after took bath (while waiting for hair to dry) until 5am only sleep. Haha.. Tonight can count sheep edi.
